Friday, December 23, 2005

Mother's Oral Crowning (Whilst I Sleep).

[Music: Vashti Bunyan]


Gum-Tab-Beat.

[earlier]

catatoniccatharsis : I thought you died.
catatoniccatharsis : In a severe hairstyling accident.
tequilaoverdose : combs are a bitch man
catatoniccatharsis : Nah son, the curling iron did you in.
catatoniccatharsis : This I heard from many.
tequilaoverdose : when did i grow hair?
catatoniccatharsis : November.
tequilaoverdose : did it look good?
catatoniccatharsis : Shit, I didn't see it. I heard it all through the vine of the fruits that make wine.
tequilaoverdose : hmmm
tequilaoverdose : i heart rumors
catatoniccatharsis : 62 initiated it.
catatoniccatharsis : From beyond the ashes.
tequilaoverdose : she died?
tequilaoverdose : what the hell have i been missing?
tequilaoverdose : is uni finally a man yet?
tequilaoverdose : or woman?
catatoniccatharsis : I haven't seen trace of 62 in months. Uni is still blatantly asexual, and still foils all my schemes with eerie smiles.
tequilaoverdose : you would have gotten away with it too if it wasnt for that meddling queer
catatoniccatharsis : My mask is off.
tequilaoverdose : 62 is full time babbler now
catatoniccatharsis: She's also your mom by cybering.
tequilaoverdose : fuck you
catatoniccatharsis : I haven't seen boardlight in quite some time.
catatoniccatharsis : Been busy.
tequilaoverdose : ive noticed
catatoniccatharsis : I have three jobs.
tequilaoverdose : O__O
catatoniccatharsis : I know.
catatoniccatharsis : BREAKING NEWS:
catatoniccatharsis : BECCA'S COOCH SMELLS LIKE BLACK MR.SKETCH MARKERS.
catatoniccatharsis : That's been all I've been able to gather.
tequilaoverdose has signed out. (12/23/2005 12:14 AM)

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More Stylus stuff:

http://www.stylusmagazine.com/feature.php?ID=2060 (Syriana review.)

http://www.stylusmagazine.com/feature.php?ID=2045 (Top 50 Albums of 2005, you can locate my personal Top 20 at the bottom; writers are in alphabetical order.)

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Ex-Mass in two days. Relatives coming today. Leaving house for hours at a time. They smell.

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Masta Plan Countdown = four days.

Tahoe will purge all of us.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Delays.

Stylus pieces I've done recently that I never posted links to:

http://www.stylusmagazine.com/feature.php?ID=2030 (The Squid and the Whale, Be Cool)

http://www.stylusmagazine.com/feature.php?ID=2048 (My cut of Gorillaz).

Monday, December 19, 2005

Stolen 10th Peroxide.

[Music: Spy Island]


The Mercurial Cannon (Walking Papers).

Witheld and eventualized outside his or her own consequences replicates visions to distinctive, autogenous locales forthright and tyrannized so cousins would not swim lightly. Disfavored incorrectly so right was sleazeballed into mediocrity, a high rise licked the unkempt frost of holy bodies in an act of devil-may-sing attitude. Once to long and too often; the motto of Grandmother's utmost golden armchairs and hassocks which, improperly ensnared to asses obese or bony, evolved argumentative, definitive, and near-narrative discourse (spitting idly into electric fences subtracted wind). And if blank, vacuous reaping is the ruinition of angels then fucking lorD jesuS would fight for nails or steam or supplements for marY to confide in Death and vehement zealousy. Tautology befits the life's paraphrase in an amount so bereft of weight that a subtle swan spun air so various and faint that skyscraper hoodlums bowed and accepted grounded decadence and inferiority.

Quazars believed they spoke of magic and hope for the coming of drugs and needles the radius of goD's ****, but thusly initiated cosmical waning and darkness on all sides of Earth. Nor could this be ceased as much as it could be discussed by firelight in chambers which skeletons kissed and laughed about skinless whistling. It would not be scrutinized inside eyes of black vacancy; a whole so sturdy it dizzied barrels out of their own confinement and riddles told when time was of anti-stalefunk victory (a preponderance prized by the mind's dusty blinds). Boars soon thwarted our thin hero, designed to tear hymens so pontificated by faithful readers and exonerated by those who proclaim: "On-target Nerdengeneracy in book format cannot, will not become erect in these flooded years of the preponderant sex GDP". Remonstration an option lost, suicides spread like new butter on warm toast so that glasses shattered and $350 mathmatical devices' batteries ripped and inserted into better assisting mechanism (rocks, trees, iron ore and novels). Only in backtracking are you viewing a path. Check one, and two after. Never three, because trying is worse than not and winning.

Lessons:

  • A giantess falls for you if you trip her with econospeak, or far too many logs or cunning traps.
  • Indians are the only insular, territorial aliens who will kill us if we offer peace.
  • Retaliation sees this, and a train too slow to catch this agile specimen is a vehicle powered by repugnant, unoriginal assholes and operated by Cheryl Steeb.
  • Never satisfied with results on the count of 1) Specifying a file not cataloged in our database, 2) Missspelling of the search term, 3) Using a too complex of a search term.
  • Yes, I did that on purpose.
  • All three are this and everything here.
  • The shirts are finally ready and will be sold for $16 each, except $18 for the XXLs.
  • Fat hate keeps the populace fascinated.
  • I am your owner.

DO NOT GIVE ME ONE WORD ANSWERS.

What if one word is the answer?

Julia will never learn.

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Pat is out, Evan is in. For the time being.

New tracks up soon. Photographs, too.

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Gauge is a masterpiece. A+. I will upload it soon.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Like Hell.

[Music: Comet Gain]


Scouting about for the Gauge shoot the other evening, took these:



Backyard, left side from rear door. Heh...rear.



I usually don't see that many planes...



Not against a sunset like that, anyways.

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Sunday's ATHF is the most brilliant thing I've seen in months. Flawless, in every way imaginable. If you haven't see it, well, it would have re-aired tonight. I really don't care if you dislike Aqua Teen. You simply must see this.

"Dirt Foot".

Know it, cherish it, and quote it until it dies.

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Walk the Line review:

http://www.stylusmagazine.com/feature.php?ID=2023

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Tigers Eating My Underarms.

[Music: Helium]


Justin had a small jar of icy-hot solution and started rubbing it on Trevor's stomach during Mass Com. It was like those elder days when taxes were fogotten and no one was persecuted for being dead while alive. Later, Trevor slathered a whole mess of Tiger Balm on my arms, and I cannot even feel my them anymore. Not ghost limbs, because I can see them and I can move them. It its like my arms are long bottles of refrigerated water. My sister hit them with her belt, I only felt a miniscule amount of strain on the muscles. Waves simmering to low tide. Tomorrow is Fourth Thursday. I am going somewhere I despise going: The House of Pruett. People over eighty with oxygen tanks and walkers; smelling like cinnamon in a very old dress shoe. The documentary will have the heartbeat of a sickly orca.

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[co-intuitive online study part 6b]

***ACID TEST ADMIN #73A***

***NOV 22 9:29 PM***

//START SEXES CHAT id5

DistopianNutFire01: LOL YA AND YOU'LL BE THE ELEPHANT CAK =)

vixenofass: 2 MANY TIMES U'VE GONE DOWN ON YOUR DAD HAHAHA OH CHARLES

DistopianNutFire01: SHUTUP BITCH I AM NOT A CAKE CLOWN ^__^ YET

vixenofass: BUT YOU TOLD MEE "NOWS FINGER THAT BALLOON NIGGA" HAHAA11

DistopanNutFire01: FUK NAW I AINT INTO DAT GHEY SHITZ =)++

vixenofass: OMFGBYE

***NOV 22 9:34 PM***

//END SEXES CHAT id5

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Someone told me to post this here.

Pass Count Definition #12: Mind Walls Standing and Tumbling

(from a larger essay entitled "Emptiness if Full of Everything", dated 11/17/05)

What the simple yet partially complex essence of my story and the cherished (although sometimes maligned) experiences that the youths of past and present allow to inhibit themselves have in common is the singular emotion of an acutely unaware state of solitude. As I found my body amongst windy grasslands, hardened mountainsides, and forest labyrinths that had not yet graced my vision, the feeling of tranquility gushed through my brain to align thoughts and physical motions into one swift but slow movement into the surreal. Solitude is the position of mind, body, and soul that sifts out all negative remembrances of the past, unsatisfying bearings of the present and uneasy feelings of the future and fastens them together like loose strings to what is known as the current mentality. As I existed within a solitary status, I forgot to realize I was in fact by myself (which, to be honest, felt more mental at times). While in a state of solitude, I put aside certain hardships, dislikes, and confusions of my everyday life in order to birth new aspects of myself and humanity as a whole that were previously unknown. I could not have achieved this new sense of placement in the universe without truly feeling solitude in the way that I did.

Solitude and loneliness, while both pertain to someone being by themselves in one mode or another, harbor completely variable facets of the human condition. Solitude is something that an individual instinct brings about by some breed of conscious choice (my opting to depart from my cousin’s home and travel the woods). Whereas loneliness, with its inexplicable sadness and longing to certain extractions of mankind, is an affection that people tend to bring upon themselves through the reactions to how they are treated by others within distinct scenarios that unfold around them at an untimely pace. It could be said that the majority of humankind strives to project themselves into solitude are increasingly more aplenty than ones who are optionally cast into alienation. Reliance on the urge to be self-quarantined and suddenly reclusive are possible causes for this dichotomy of the further privacy of young people, much like myself, who long for a change in their life circumstances. To be lonely is to pine for constant attention and even love, while solitude holds a supplementary state of putting human connection aside to examine oneself with a love that was never there in the first place. My time in the rustic woods of South Carolina showed this love to me by completely stripping away any sense of loneliness that inhibited me for the duration of the journey, and replaced it with solitude of the mind, body, and spirit.

When solitude is felt in this particular way as I felt it, the emotions it tended to flesh out always felt new and fully refreshing. On the occasions when I unfortunately passed out do to a lack of energy circulating through my system, the world around me became my own for the first and only time in my seventeen-year long life. It was a place where time did not exist; a location that totally exteriorized the loss of footing on the slanted precipice of reality. This is solitude at its fullest and most comprehensible. Mental clocks not only stopped ticking, but they broke and the gears become flowers that swayed in a silent, comforting breeze. Continuance evaporated under the sun and became stationary in my wandering mind. Colossal thought ran amuck. This new personality I developed from a disposition of solitude is undoubtedly strong-minded and comfortable with what it is in that exact moment of existence. The tedious congregations of ignorant and popularity-clutching people that once flowed around me like the crashing currents of a monstrous tide soon began to simmer down to a stillness that is now unbeatable in terms of quieted satisfaction after my solitude adventure came to a close.

Any genuinely enlightened demonstrator of the solitary standpoint, such as myself, stands out in the crowd because of their momentous trust in self-certainty. When an anti-solitude being (You can tell, they have groupies and will not shut up) crosses paths with me, the lesser person in this situation is obviously and most commonly the one who puts the most thought into why the other person is the way they are. Confrontations such as this arrive without warning, and continue to work towards extenuating doubt and non-acquainted rationalities that all people who like to be by themselves are lonely. The more sociable citizen is likely to fall under this first category, because someone who does not count on the reliance of others to function properly and even happily is sort of a foreign sight to see. It is no wonder why there are so many teenagers today that prefer to accomplish projects and various jobs alone and on their own terms: the end result is far more refined due to extended focus and concentration on the fundamental goals of adolescence. As if teachers and bosses are not aware of what events have taken place during the course of the project, they belt out some absurd speech like “You should not let them place all the responsibility on you! Take some initiative and make them work just as hard.” This resembles a lit match on gasoline to the highest degree. I know this because I have been in this circumstance time and time again, and not always by choice. The becalming of this previously established self-straining can only temporarily benefit the solitude-practicing individual. He must come by his relaxation on his own terms as I did. Of course, this act does not have to involve such extremes as I experienced.

Solitude is, with no elbowroom left for stretching around to scratch yourself, the seeing of boreal space through a drapery of thermal sky. It is a cloud that can be ridden on; it circles the sun as you languish on its fine achromatic threads of stratosphere. It is falling, but falling in order to stand more erect after you hit the ground. It is punching a tree without cause, only to have a reclusive pinecone splinter into your head promptly after. The benumbed vision that follows grants you assimilation with the waking life you just slipped out of. It is a wingless seraph taking an airplane back to the kingdom above, first class. Solitude is unremittingly delighting in being grounded; the phone calls of cohorts that you cannot reply to only warrant progressively sounder napping. Solitude is casting the concept of a waiting room into oblivion; directly to the doctor without prehistoric issues of Sports Illustrated to blunt your mind up, pre-shot experience. It is not caring if a blackout takes place in your city. Solitude is watching your house burn down with a lambent smile. It is life and death in the very same breath.

Flight from human contact to the still sound delimitation emitted by solitude is that unprecedented stage of maturity necessary to progress through longevity. Cutting off ties with people is, in essence, something everyone must do at certain life-intermissions. It allocates to each individual the matter-of-fact answer to the “Who am I?” question that is asked chiefly by middle-phase adolescents. Even if the question is only partially acknowledged, the trials grounded within the solitary occurrence are enough to vitally alter the human soul past the long-idle blooming period.

To be honest, I never did think that I would have my very own flower buds, constantly opening into sky-colored petals right on the spine of my sprit. Which, for future reference, is in the shape of an African painted dog gliding on asteroid belts. I spent way too much time in the woods. Space is a nice change.

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She stepped from behind the dark bole of the largest tree; and although I could scarely see anything, I saw her and knew she was tall as few women are tall and slender as no human woman ever is, and too lovely for me to understand, ever, exactly how lovely she was.

My arms closed around her, and we kissed. Her lips were sweeter than honey and warm with life, and there was nothing wrong that mattered because there was nothing wrong we could not mend; and there was love as long as we lived, and love did matter, love would always matter.

--The Wizard

I pray to the altar of Gene Wolfe. You should too.

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Goblet of Fire review: http://www.stylusmagazine.com/feature.php?ID=1986

Monday, November 21, 2005

False Lords, I Do Have the Range.

[Music: The Rum Diary]


Six miles I ran today.

Living is killing me, but it feels so good.

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Knee Deep is Shallow.

Much of the momentum created was beyond his control and understanding. He reads: Cardinals Place Pro Bowler on IR. They put a Pro Bowler on the injured reserve list as a publicity stunt?

Or he notes that: True Images is a sexually fueled Teen Bible for Girls. How far will these money-hungry publishers drag the Word of God into the gutter?

Contrasts: although he was intense and aggressively curious, many found him patient, kind, and encouraging; a professional rocker who played the accordion.

The guy had absorbed a lot of signals and chosen the best. For a time he got a job reporting the news at Channel 12-- with absolutely no journalistic background.

People were seeking a fresh start, they believed it. Accountability, responsibility, the things to be kept foremost. Not only what is legal, but what is right; what the public deserves.

After zooming from anonymity into the hearts of her nation in just 10 months, the teenage tennis sensation was caught up in a cultural protest for breaking the mold by being a Muslim athlete.

She was given extra security last month after an Islamic cleric denounced her for wearing short skirts and sleeveless shirts on court.

She arrived at her home to the shouts of peasants warning her to turn back. Curiosity got the better of her and she unlocked the secret behind the disappearance of her predecessors.

Thus she pleads for people to organize themselves as a "superpower", and represent a class of techno-utopiates with the trigger words: It is not our destiny to live in a world of destruction, tedium, and tragedy!

But soon the floor reeked with blood, and many former wives hung lifeless upon the walls. Horrified, she locked the door, but blood would not wash off the key. The sisters waited for their brothers to arrive: "Sister Anne, do you see anyone coming?"

The fear of the happening prolongeth days: but the years of the wicked shall be shortened.

So there's Dial-the-Truth believing ministry presenting the truth and exposing error, exposes of corrupt Bible versions, false teachings, Christian music, rock music, youth issues, prophecy and current events.

Will the future will bring more of these open source campaigns? Will the creative energy, constructive labor, and financial resources come from supporters instead of from a top-down hierarchy-- will we adopt this organizational shift from the top-down communications strategy that television, by its very nature, imposed for the past two generations?

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Late link to the Last Days review: http://www.stylusmagazine.com/feature.php?ID=1978

Goblet of Fire may be up before the holiday, depends.

Monday, November 14, 2005

To Strike Down a Herald.

[Music: Pink Floyd]


Animals is their best album that no one thinks is their best album.

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Contrast Exercise: Moon Behind Blinds.

Someone asked me to demonstrate contrast structures. Since I have been busy with essays, projects and a few Stylus pieces, I have not had too much time to do free writing. So here's contrast in three layers, for those of you who care:

All these pictures were taken within seconds of eachother, momentary frame-ups, with a Sony cybershot 3.2 megapixels digital camera:

(1) Dark foreground, stale/stagnant plain-color background/middle-area blur:



Have the focus easy out the background almost to a blur, then set the flash to very low. It helps if you are closer to the first layer of the image. A relatively simple concept, though with some older camera models the density of the first layer can be difficult to capture correctly.

(2) Defined frontwards, color excretion to actuality/second field highlighted with tint/background warped:



If you prefer using nightshot, the colors will swtich to what they would be without any flash. If you use a high vibrancy flash module the farthest object will reverse color-coat to a near-blur or half range visibility. The first object, of course, will be the most focused due to the switcher on regulatory lenses when nightshot is initiated.

(3) Lightest background/third object over-circulated, almost offsetting last colors/screen nearly not in focus/highest point of foreground object in focus, moving down from bottom blured to a tint:



A difficult contrast to summarize simply because it varries from day to night. For day shots use a leak-tool to allow third-set objects to almost crystallize in brightness, while the other objects play opposite to the original backdrop (medium to middle-high focus). Night shots require a bleak last object, with the third object set to an almost shiny, grainless tone. Other objects, follow opposite of daytime shots minus the range of sharper colors.

I did not tamper with these photos in an editing program. They appear just as they were when I took them.

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I will post links to my Stylus articles as they are placed on the homepage. My The Weather Man review will be up on Wednesday.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Hot Water From a Height.

[Music: Jan Jelinek]


Invariably Subjacent.

They through-and-through kumtux floorboards of copacetic and over-enunciated girls seaside and sandhazard (up and out) of fireseason druthers. Ever since the shaded stars swiveled their afts and slid down waxed cells while swimming moons ransacked the telecast, the ability to balance a sword on the bowstring finger has long-since been terminated. But hold steady, urchin. Gale-nuzzling soldier SAD executions allowed to bypass Indian summers would be lighting up ambrosial candles within half a darkyear's longeivty. Questions---Death---Life---Answers---> and what from this point? Swish twice and coach will plunder old lockers to find jockstrap dreams; sequestrated dry runs at the signature echo of your sandpeople parents. Climbed over the counter just to kiss you. Not the pharmacy, either. You know the one. The one the wet socks dehumidify upon; the one where I nailed you down and dug up your hanging garden so my hatchery could strike oil. A small tent with blue and white lights. Music coming from inside. People at a sideshow, couldn't figure out why they would want to wait in line. Fortunes read and lyrics spoken adds up to more than fame and hospitalization. Annexation junctures. Goodnight to the gates of ruination and poor audio quality.

Shipshape daybreak, would not They say it? Just like that? For all to eavesdrop and screach over phones about twenty-seven moments ensuing.

Wearisome to gawk up dominantly when so much is on your mind, weighing your head down.

[Suruaseht a desu I skniht yma]

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Stylus wants me to contribute film reviews for them. I'm glad. Worked hard on that application. I applied once before, for the music reviews, but that's when my writing peaked on nothingness and the inability to restrain. I have substanciously augmented since then. Though I would rather review music than film, I am still excited that I have been selected. This will be a great opportunity.

Proof.

One of the application requirements was to write a review of a film not already appearing in the Sylus archives. I chose Last Days (I was actually surprised that they had not reviewd it). Here it is, for those of you who are dwelling on, "How did he get to write for Stylus?":

Movie Review
Last Days

2005
Director: Gus Van Sant
Cast: Michael Pitt, Lukas Haas, Asia Argento, Scott Green, Nicole Vicius, Ricky Jay, Ryan Fellner, Kim Gordon, Scott Patrick Green, Harmony Korine
A-

Endless canopies and moss-covered stonewalls loom around the exterior lot of a backwoods castle, unknown to the majority of the living world. The harmonies of songbirds and rustling of foliage against a cold breeze overtake the landscape with ease. Deeper, against the personal backdrop of aimlessness and confusion, the grumblings of a man can be heard. Never has the incessant and seemingly meaningless routine of a long-haired, rail-thin drugged out rock star’s solitary confinement been so imperative to fully apprehend and sympathize with the mental and bodily state of malfunction through subconscious self-abuse. All of this is able to be perceived solely from the familiar yet distinctive local of Gus Van Sant’s final entry within his damn-near career-defining Death trilogy, Last Days.

The bleak and multitudinous desert of Gerry and the consistently glowing and elongated corridors of Elephant both align consummately with the tilted green-gray haven existing within Last Days. Each and every one of the environments present in these pictures directly connects with the situation at hand so seamlessly that they act as that single mirror you unquestionably glance in before heading out the door for a night of who knows what. Through my eyes, Elephant accomplished this feat with surreptitious skill, while Gerry, the first entry into the trilogy, fleshed out the work behind the camera so all watching the film with their eager fingers scratching chins could see precisely how much work went into each individual tracking shot (the longest being about a quarter of a mile, which is documented on the DVD) right there in the framework. What Van Sant achieves in Last Days, based “loosely” on (yet, as the final slate details, dedicated to) the downfall of the rangy Nirvana front man, so expertly is manifest three separate film-ecosystems revolving around Cobain look-alike Blake (Michael Pitt, of Bully and The Dreamers fame), whereas Gerry and Elephant hold single domains each. The three terrains (both cerebral and tangible) consist of Blake’s mentality around people, Blake’s mentality amongst nature, and the almost one-sided views of Blake’s bandmates and fellow borders within the house. While Van Sant juggles these varying scenarios as best as any ambitious filmmaker is able to, sometimes scenes just do not feel right at that precise moment in the reel. This does not necessarily subtract from the overall tone and mood of the film because, in actuality, Blake’s entire mumbling mantra does not feel right for the center character of a film. When shots repeat themselves unwittingly, and previous displays go through time lapses (also present in Elephant, but not in Gerry) the viewer gets an intense feeling of reliance on exactly what Blake will do next, and they consequently hope for the best (or the worst, depending on your reaction to the film).

Kim Gordon’s cameo appearance (as herself) is the uncommon interval in which Blake is given a choice, an ultimatum, to escape from the incarceration he has been placed in. She offers him an “easy” way out and a return to the certainly more lavish lifestyle prior to his initiation into an isolation period. But what Mrs. Thurston Moore is unaware of, and even Blake himself does not come to the realization of until that crucial attempt to grasp music one last time at a local bar, is the fact that this man came here to waste away. This is his final resting place, without any ounce of ambiguity. Phone calls come in by the hour requesting Blake’s consent for an 86-day tour, but he says not one word. He would rather don a woman’s dress and carry a rifle around like some territorial transvestite hunter of the grasslands. It is in Blake’s indecision to partake in life that the predominant significance of Van Sant’s three films comes full circle. Death does not have to be justified, and it does not have to be the result of some sort of dysfunction within a certain specimen or within society as a whole. It comes as it does and no other way. Quick and violent as in Elephant, needful and almost sexual as in Gerry, and slowly falling as in Last Days.

There is one scene in the film that incontestably ties the beginning to the end, and the film to the remainder of the outside world. Two young boys from the Church of Later Day Saints arrive at Blake’s home and begin reciting the origins of their faith, much of which involves Jesus Christ (who else?) to Blake’s fellow border Scott (Scott Green). As this conversation is taking place, shots crosscut with Blake standing in a room making half-hearted moves from one side to another. The fact that the idea of Jesus arises at this exact spot, and the decipherment that the opening of the film saw Blake bathing (baptizing?) himself in a nearby stream, recalls past thoughts of Cobain as some kind of messiah to rock and roll.

But, the difference is, when Jesus died he rose up to heaven in a glorious fashion (do not let Scorsese fool you). When Blake dies, his spirit nakedly climbs the window panes of an adjacent garden shed door and disappears out of the top of the frame. Two different kinds of saviors for two different breeds of minds. Here is to hoping that Van Sant continues to make films that feature that exact variety of dichotomy.

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Shut.

They made us do it; to each other we ever encountered.

After the first day, senses divided and went home. Nuts and talc were all that mattered to the heads of boards in the days that followed up.

Noticing where memory was recovered nightly, gave me an idea of what needed to be explained in pictograms.

Hope is poured for sealment of the deals.

Help is measured byit's overbite's reach.

Clavicle ocularity meets with periodic inclusion whenever we want it badly enough.

Well, do we go that far?

http://www.miightyflashlight.com/

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Guns Blazing.

[Music: Lightning Bolt]


He Swung the Bat.

(A Flat Tire in the A.M.)

It crumbled under the weight of the vehicle like ogres dying on shalerock mountaintops, lined up across ill-advised crests of unbreathable air. Distant stars pressed on inside some unknown level of reality; attempting to please their celestial queen with flowers and jewels from a bright green spacial sphere. With a lengthy crimson cape around a stiff neck, oversized boots with spikes as far out as the talons of a sickening white griffin from the final grotto, I daunted six moss-covered sheaths. For an age old America that once hibernated peacefully like lazy autumn bears.

Testimony spread its wings and escaped a cage forged from bronze and new lies. Myths mused upon the mighty mimics of murmuring minotaurs and manipulated the milestone of mobile misidentification. Ever waiting, and sighting a coloquial allegory with a shortsword of similar oblivion (hidden under my soaking wet hauberk, its weight was not recognzied) to that of oldtown vandals, began as it once was atop a mid-sea perch not far in appearence from the spot in which I battled an anxious bird. It was after a second encounter with the student body on an entirely opposing position that I sneezed and they covertly let out what needed to be let out the most. In moderation. A curve. Followed by a sinker and a line drive, merely half an inch or so above the bottom of the strike zone. Impaled softly but with precision to disect an ant, a royal swing unlike any other resurrected the heart which woke the idle brain to capsize the sheerwalled satellite which flung the bomb so gracefully.

Strikes beyond a shadow in the sunlight of a doubt. Currently being repaired for the end of the world. Or when time returns to the norm.

Next the plate disenchantingly welcomes none other than my shivering soul.

The crowd becomes mute.

You cannot expect anyone to root for home if no one is there to begin with.

I don't care if they ever come back.

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A new Titanic Special Edition DVD was just released yesterday.

Eric Henderson from Slant added a review:

"As Kate Winslet's own Freud-referencing character snips, Titanic is epic cinema's grandest erection, and when James Cameron's near-scale model set of the towering hulk of steel that was, at the time, the largest ship in the world severs down the middle, it then becomes the most vulgar representation of castration to ever cause millions of heartwarmed teenage girls to choke sobs into their fists. It's a ready-made sarcophagus for everything that's vulgar in mainstream cinema. Titanic both embodies and validates the excess that is its own subject. And it's arguably the most artlessly touching disaster movie of all. No, really. Time and a number of equally irony-free blockbusters in the interim (including Spielberg's War of the Worlds and the entire Lord of the Rings weep-cycle) have dulled its impact somewhat, but Titanic was Cameron's strike against technophiliac hyper-masculinity in adventure features and a splashing, pre-millennial introduction to a premonitory brand of earnest, new age spectacle."

Slant delivers the comedy.

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No October Naps.

Attention oh ye emasculated correspondents. You think this is easy, forming fence posts and frames backwards from detail? You think someone like me needs to solicit any suggestive or cooperative onslaught in order to lose myself or to be closer? You're so far off the mark, your brain is wrung out worse than a deck mop after a pissing contest.

Repeat this phrase to yourself: "assuming facts not in evidence."

Examples:

If there is magic on this planet, it is in water.
--Rudyard Kipling

Look for complexity rather than complication.
--Paul Dukas

Lord, I know it is hard to resist! As you feel the draw remember there's no satisfaction to be had, about such a progression it would be impossible to comment.

Friday, October 21, 2005

Red Ribbons from Reprehensible Ravens.

[Music: Silver Jews]


Kindhearted Scare.

It is part of how I learned to love Joviality Press Kinsmen.

The ill-defined triumphalism and class-striving really turned me off when I was younger. After all these years, I still have my original copies and over these many hundred weeks I listened every couple dozen months or so to hear if I still didn't understand the depths I might have missed.

Something this way came, maybe because I have seen so much of this country now over that time. There's a flood of back story that I feel comes with JPK now, maybe what so many worked so hard to erase I had to learn again. Now I can comprehend the ease of JPK and do not disrespect some kind of invitation to emptiness as I did when JPK was originally around.

I stuck with it, I stayed up and I am much the better person for having done so. There was always a strain of racism in the hatred of disco which disco-revivals since have never acknowledged. I was ultimately more suspicious of that than of disco's automatonicism, materialism or orgasm through deathwish-- and lucky me! What great sound I would have missed and what a fool I was to hope that some element of JPK I had held in poor esteem would be wrung out upon the dance floors or tempered by maturity towards the betterment of all things inside some future sounds yet unheard.

Sure, it's good to "walk a mile" in the ruby slippers or static-free clogs of others before brandishing violent suspicion toward their vacuous striving but there are functions of music more direct and honest which, at the very least, might spare the need to communicate the pain of a tight shoe or broken heel.

Just playing kids.

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People seem to appreciate the Spirit Week video I made.

Check it out, before angelfire cancels the link:

Spirit Candle.

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In other news, I need a haircut.



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I was going to post something I wrote in Adv. Comp. But the notebook is too far. Maybe later. It's not that good, anyways.

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The weekend will go and I'll be back where I started before it happened.

Like it wasn't there at all.

Is it ever?

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Registered Archery Certificates.

[Music: Animal Collective]


Lone Trumpeter.

(Brass Petals)

The majority of rejections are untimely and wordless. A chorus featuring a strong recreation of honorable flotsam and jetsam that continue to rhyme with engine and orange. Dope beats playing Harry Potter at a children's birthday party. Extra cash exemplified twice to the ears of the lovesick creator. Just to the center of iron-clad armor, but tied indirectly to, the brothers and sisters who watched clocks as Death battering-rammed through cubicles and petshops. Processing light and dark with up and down can contain profound development if both of the three parties have pinatas and undergrown wine fruits being lobbed with little force through executive branches of the Hate Tree. Once a monument is constructed, hard hats of yellow and dust can be drenched in rivers of thoughts unwinding; like somewhere across forever ended here and now. The chandelier hook responded to the clang of sunny furnace silence during primary work hours. Lunch was spent playing elevator games with the janitorial carts. Insects on the desks, birds in high-esteem business classes as to keep dead allocations as it is and to implement soul funtioning on the prancers.

Drunk sounds. Beer hatchets and helms equipped for boring pleasure and not making love. Tale from a handmaid, like a care existed then strutted out through rooster-inhabited cradles and proclaimed the destiny of rings cutting fingers and robotic thrusts. One giant sex organ. Dressed in red. Transmitting pleasure as slow as smoke signals. Marching towards torn equality and other things signed up to be ripped. An apple was bruised by gravity. The air whispered a chuckle.

Yes, she died. But that's not the worst part. The worst part is that no one knew she was even alive in the first place.

Shame. Like SONAR heard by dogs instead of bats.

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Charles Rocket is No Longer with Us.

You all know him as the wealthy villain in Dumb and Dumber.

He also uttered the first "fuck" on Network Television back in 1975 on SNL.

Slit his throat.

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Ambient Artifacts in Search of Something to Immobilize.

What is that thing she wears around her neck? Can't say how many times she might have been here at this venue but she seems to know where to stand, positioned so that the black lights hit off that thing around her neck and shimmer. It was not to be escaped. You made your point, that and the cussing.

Point taken-- but when the bandleader demands that they "kiss the hand that feeds" could it not be a misspoking of the simplest kind? Running around these days, a full day as always-- who comes to your job and asks a lot of questions? If you work in technical support or at a library skip that part.

At the library I have been known to come along and knock the book out of their mouths. They really like the bound volumes of Mark Trail. Seventeen years of Mark Trail have been collected, starting with the good years when the fight scenes got too specific and wild.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Jocular Trash Heap Confessional.

[Music: Laura Veirs]


Better to Blossom Than to Die.

I saw it stripping bark from a large winded oak like it was the end of firewood profits through a broken down econostrike in some extroverted community like Franklin, Maine. A raisan, little over stragling-but-unkind middle child height, with a butcher knife the size and length of a compressed metropolitan demon blackblade, minus evil attributes (or so it appeared). I crept like aquadrome silence through cracked concrete, and, in turn, violated high rule of an isometrical trespass. Death could have swooped and stole a brain just then, but it did not. Random distructions were cut back due to slumps in consumer demands for suicide. About half-way through a mudslide tripzone, some tiny bright bird streamlined through the wood and disrupted the wrinkled fellow's punching and pulling. I made stealthy haste, evenly locationing commonground in the midst of a shallow battlefront. The maroon-shaded raisan suddenly disengaged like cruise missles, burrowing swiftly through layers of oppositionally closed-heated dirt and dead leaves. He opted to travel through foreign passings to my own unkown cartogrophy: the wilderportal and into a strikingly omnious bronze elevator. One that would fit perfectly next to a slot machine in a Gold Rush-themed casino. As the doors left an ajar state, my solitary steel arrow pierced the feather-carved doors. The elevator ascended, cracking trees like toothpicks as it headed for the cloudless red sky. Luck struck and my gaze twitched towards the half naked oak; the raisan's prodigious daggar sat shaking, impaled into the cold brown ground like a medieval sliver of justice.

Recalling my days within the tortured riptide, my binding chains exposed themselves and wove around the butcherknife's hilt like a python around an unsuspecting warthog. After fusing the newly chained blade to my carbonbow, a distant light brought fluidity through my frame and hoisted me up towards the ascending third placed elevator. Using the knife to brace the door open, I retracted the steel arrow and composed a melodic palm-slicing to the whistle of the breeze. The door exploded out into the distance, caught fire and crashed through a nearby glider parade. In the corner, shriveled up and gasping for air, was the mad, distopian, shit-red raisan. I certainly could not crucify it like this; a weakness I sustained far throughout the changing of the persecution seasons. It briskly stood erect, and began limping over towards me like an old man about to snatch weekly retirement pay. As it closed the gap, a large congregation of light blue seeds began to fall from the collected skyflowers atop the ascending craft. The seeds levitated around the raisan's skull, forming two sets of rings moving at an alarming pace. My mind was wandering, and drifting in and out of confusion. A technique like this I had not witnessed in all my days of gothic creature execution. Far too late for divine introspection. Seeds began bulleting into my eyes, ears, and mouth as so I could not breath. "Cry," spoke the raisan in a tone that would dislodge tears from an Asian corpse. I held it as long as possible, but the liquid emotion escaped like ghosts from a collapsing dimension. I felt the raisan's weight on my shoulders, it was shaking my head violently and attempting to cram more seeds into my eyes. Rotating, thrusting, pounding hard as ever against the metal walls of the elevator, I thought I had lost hope. But then, my steel arrow caught an updraft of air from the outside and jolted vertically through the dull noise struck deep inside the rising cube.

It split the raisan in half.

The deformed beast released my head and slipped backwards through the hole in the sky's chamber and closed its eyes as it descended. Looking down as the wrinkled fiend fell, I noticed it was attempting speech. "Better to bloom than to die," it whispered through a crass red and green backdrop, "a flower for each of your cells."

As it crashed in a bloody mess of acorns and sand, I sighed a sign of refresh.

But then my head turned into a garden.

...Blind to the world, but not to its beauty...

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Author's Note: The seeds do not represent semen. Thank you.

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Or do they?

I should have titled this piece Hip Preist.

Oh well.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

I am a Hero.

[Music: Constantines]


Offline Turbines.

(An Outcry in Style)

His monitor glazed green, stagnant red, and monotonous revelations sputtered out like final drops of water after a drought. Polygons lauged round and steady and ions began a burrowing to end all mind excavations from an unseen springrite. Windows, stained with death, cracked and shattered along an elongated stretch of tranquility surge. He fought off legions of shadows as poison flowers fell through loud silence, his rusted armor birthed a sublime friction as an angel unleashed his divine fury. Four wings, wrapped in dynamite and whiter than the brightest sail of a ship under Newsun's rays, turned dancing mist into a wall of diamonds as sunshine split the dark enemies into brief memories. His cottage caught on fire and his four wings called out to the Valfather, who sent dogs to bring him back into captivity. But Kleos was his true home, and it had been as long as he could remember; a World of Fair Report. Why had he appeared to this boy at this moment? A sunken pool of light, transmitting crouching knowledge on whims of bravery. Eventually, he came to valuable conclusion that he cannot die in vain. Letting flames cut his wings, orange heat swallowed him and his futile predicament like whales do squid.

Weapons never felt his grasp, and a challenge sought was a kill in a blink of hummingbird eyes. Clouds follow him, as he does represent higher standards for those with strong hearts. Propped up slightly against blue air, he glanced back at the ashes of past hope. Shadows gone, all he saw was the deep pool of light that connected worlds. A mysterious, and a known. Now it was due to work full time, and accomplish what past gods had upheld. His parade that floated away was now made up of stone and sand, it settled into the ground far too perfectly to not understand the action. Leading the way, in small doses. A moose, sacraficed in non antler season, drew conclusions for a boy well on his way to manhood, all while in the body of what he was to become.

With that, Michael walked over the water to the middle of the pool and sank out of sight.

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This is Me and My Music.

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Excerpt from my new One Act (still to be titled):

Bran: I packed down the barn supplies this morning.

Virinsa: Packed down?

Bran: In the pannel truck, next to Hren's boxes.

Virinsa: Packed down?

Bran: What do you want me to say?

Virinsa: You're making your own language.

Bran: Pack up that tone.

Virinsa: Leave this house.

Bran: You take the form of an angel in anger.

Virinsa: A nightmare.

Bran: You should know, I always have sex with that angel.

Virinsa: A dream?

Bran: It's only negative because when I wake up, she's gone. I look through a red city with white people, and all I see are black eyes staring.

Virinsa: Did I not just tell you to leave?

Bran: You did, but I chose to think of it as something I said to you. So you leave.

Virinsa: Let's just fuck.

Bran: Indubitably.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

She Washed My Blood-Stained Tunic.

[Music: Portastatic]


Ninja Spine Ambasador (Sprinkled with Sirach).

Seamless is a way of thinking stressed only enough by wonderful and tasteless distractions to be named upon point of entry. Painful things to a sensitive man are abuse at home and insults from his creditors. Helicopter blades catch an updraft and turn around, emulating dechahedron stature to the point of driving statues across distressed fields, which happen to be burning down and releasing sugarcane excretions into the atmosphere. And once a commission is established, dawn can fall and dusk can spring through cracks in a mountainside cavern. Store up almsgiving in your treasure house, and it will save you from every generous evil; better than a stout green sheild and a sturdy spear, it will fight for you against every foe. Upbringing a psycho results in familiar meetings with preists and headless hookers in a black and white landscape. Strictly ominous. Devoid of thrill. Which factor was known years passed by through the toxic clouds. The best episodes mainly feature all the children; otherwise #3 and #4 based excursions keep me running until my kness turn to lucid, opaque gel. The wind in the chimney, it speaks like bullets whizzing underwater, like a ghost caught between two dead trees: saturating, radiating, and sitting idle on God's domepiece as forever becomes now. Wisdom and temperance. A word is athe source of all deeds; a lingering thought of unjust compensation for an action never completed. The root of all conduct is the mind; four braches it uproots and shoots skyward: Good and evil, death and life, their absolute mistress is the tongue.

Pop a fresh spice cabinent open and aromas cut nostril hairs like grass and flies in the wake of summer. Distressed depression tresspassed anally, backwards through decades and centuries. Stopped the crashes of markets, but won numerous sporting events. A palindrome. A catharsis. Predicaments manipulated seas into crookedness, for a galaxy twists like pretzels questioning quazars. Do you see? Do I see what? What's behind you. No. Then how do you know it's really there? A set of eyes that tazer phantoms. Your winged staff of re-summoned stale bread and chariot remains was shattered by your foolhearty battleplans. But do not make the brain understand trust. I'll be in the garage, where there's less breathable air. An extriction only a killer could embrace.

Thespian #1: So, it was yesterday that you started here?

Areden: Was yesterday even around?

Thespian #2: You told us it was.

Areden: How could I tell you if it was not around?

Thespian #1: I recieved a letter.

Tespian #2: Check the date!

Areden: I'm expecting someone soon. You two have to leave now.

Thespian #1: The date is not here.

Thespian #2: He saw it from our births.

Thespian #1: Leading us to milk and honey, all along.

Areden: Pills and wine are in the bathroom, I will discard you this evening.

Thespians (together): Fiery destruction lodges in his tent, and marches him off to the king of terrors.

Areden: Amen.

And back-up is gunned down by the cautious squad leader's suspension interval.

Once again, for humans.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

The Acupressurist's Harbor of Mercury.

[Music: Ladytron]


Sawing Down Conrete Elms with Bare Hands.

[She Sighed at Me Today]

If I were to draw you a portrait of yourself, would you be able to tell it was you? It's not my problem nor something to ever summon the brain power to ponder, because time wasted is money gained by people that are not you. People like me and your mother. Whom I enjoy fucking.

As the underground "crimson" (lame (shutup (no (yes (arg)))) rings of nothing and everything begin to rise and elite popstars run frantic through unsettled streets, a dwarf falls into a sewer and unidentifiable beasts rip him apart to nothing but the sad skeleton of a seemingly overweight child. Then again, the way the wind blows is the way things fall down. Nothing ever knows what is approaching until set in dirt below a cheap gravestone...payed for by whom, you say? The Jesus Christ Church of Latter Day Saints? Fucking...fucking Save the Children or some nonsense? Fuck off. I am not a difficult person, I just cannot see what anyone is saying displayed in mid-air bubbles. Like a graphic novel, yeah. The main reason established a birthday party that is designed to take place on shaking towers, yes, plural. The cake and ice cream will not, I repeat, will fucking not be served through walls of white noise. Do the kids ever cease with the distortion? The blacks may have it right. They may have had it right all along.

In that regard, millions were lost in the last two minutes. 1,000 to be exact. Defiant, a legacy of defeat and gutteral/mental erosion. Immense kindly from treehouses and roosters revelate acquatically. Low quality in subsitute for economical benefits. The mother is dead. Matter of fact, all are. The silencer makes a whisper of the gunshot.

And we all whisper back. All.

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Saw this film, Bright Leaves today. Very good, check out that Slant review for details.

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Stylus Magazine has a great piece on Thurston Moore's 1995 solo album, Psychic Hearts.

Also, they have their nearly completed list of The Top 50 Movies of the New Millenium. Check back in the next few days to see the list's completion.

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Re: Opinion on C.C.P.S. (Capitol Contact Probation Services) Version XIX

With the information and guidance I received from your program I was given all I needed and a direction and some (thread) or "safety life line" sewn together smoothly and eventually it became a garment to wear or a blanket to cover me or anything else anyone would want or need for themselves or a loved one to keep someone from going without.A simple box of rags in bits and pieces became parts that finally had become a complete creation that had been needed. I feel I became a more complete, more purposeful creation fulfilling my role of contribution to myself, my family and my community and in our whole lives in general.

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No Winners (Through and Through)

I'll have the last laugh, at the foot of your grave.
He who laughs last will leave you there alone, laughing.
You will never see the end of your plans.
Who is right?
This is the test: He who laughs last, laughs best.

My friend, I won't desert you.
I will be by your graveside, as you stood idly by my side
when I was choking, beaten down.
You laughed at me then.
But this is the final test: He who laughs last, laughs best.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Fresh-Vegetable Crunchy.

[Music: Helmet]


Sewer Right-Hand, Lad. A Bloody Chip Off the Old Cock. Left-O.

Iron-clad and commencing cuckholds faster than a jet-powered lizard skintone aircraft(?), the underside of an olivegreen explosion tricked priests into confession. Call yourself what you will (would) because time lapses once every stroke, a long stroke being itself for far too long. The girls keep discussing "the incognative return of incubated bird show minimalism", to which I offered an excursion in vital alligator fashion. A leaf fell and someone called it Fall. Totally fucking deprived of originality to the point of foreverness loosing its meaning, architecture fumbling its debt to gravity, and the non-developing results can yield a warm whiskey-bath of Dafoe-style Christ-meets-someblackgod, even-toned otherness, exaggerating the New petrified-but-present in the Old. What (who) cannot be stressed is the stresser, who interacts and balances statistics that lead to rumbling of nights and evenings combining predominantly. Just try. Just fucking give it a chance. If I said I love you, I'd be owing all the saints and lawyers buckets (because bags are out of season) of my own money and/or internal organs. But trust me—this one is difficult as all GET-THE-FUCK-OUT-BITCH to sit through. Like my life was yours to end, anyways.

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The girl I want is smart. Very smart. But cannot figure out that I want her.

Fuck the math of life.

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Minus Drummer. It's just Charc.

Some woman asked us to play at her gig. It seems strange, though.

In the immortal words of Addison, "She wants your guyses nutsacks."

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Dragonslayer Version 2.0

Ex-supermodel and her phantom limb
braces political funtions like coal sucks oxygen
rainbow enthusiasms promote orgasms and murder
nothing that was always nothing is something until it becomes a brief reality
Oh.
OK.
Defy, defy, defy
until the palace of gunners
shoots itself alive.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Snow Black/Heaven Warfs.

[Music: Boredoms]


Spiralstars & Windfallenwood.

Tsunami widow spiders. The decorum where you are only night. Disarticulated the blur into unstreaming. The reversal of all that got tore down, "all tore up". You were so SS in your punk rock days. That was you at the helm of a tiny ship that was you and this, the bony attribute or - footprint put into print its own perilous discharge. Your uncle was creaky and greengrey from the chemicals. I didn't. And the did toos start in, crouching (did you see that deer), cornering and cornered. Inhalants his nicotine stains and other unforgettable marks. He dispatches patches of melting plastic, hewlett packard dropt a present. Happy anniversary to smash our interworld. Intermittent transmissions terminate by a shock to the system. Rest of the time and the times. Stage the death of a news anchor. Hitched up into icy patches of once there was a time. Before we, or once I, or having thus and in that, blood or piss horizons - why less delicate than the muteness of an arm? Said I was sorry and checked out, hospital slippers and all.

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Rabbit Wave.

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Last Year's Future Crush.

And so what if laundry hangs untouched in the forceful backalleys of this nation? "I love you", they whimper. A cry for help! It is left auctioned off and carried home by the island natives, simply for the fact that they yelled out "sideways racism" at the rally. "Give it up! Go too far and turn around!", once more an indecent rant from glowstick-ravers and dynomite-miners. Over years of indifferent bickerings, nobody claimed victory after the nuclear strikes by...who? Ex-dinosaur rapist Administration, the only ones with enough legions of placebochildren to counter the mainland reign. and determined as a matter of indirect mediocrity that all valuables should be locked away. Prying objects from cold, alive hands was bound to be an obstacle; crossbows were issued because bullets had fallen through the vaccuum. The Great White North descended on us and started murdering people. Tyranny and anti-Colonial parades began sweeping the streets plagued with dust and trash. We walked the margins of the morning bloom of sunshine for the last time that day. A solitary strain that never was recovered. Until we became intoxicated again.

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Primarily at Ends with a Doubletake.

[Music: John Vanderslice]


A Silver Bird Slanders Me.

My fundamentalist basic foundation has to be watching but accepting lies, slander, confusion, beliefs with patience steady until friction by confrontation, not competition to persuade. When converted into irrefutable no contrary evidence can be given because everything comes with an intention now we're so smart.

Reminds me of an old sci-fi movie I saw on TV when I was nine. This guy flies the fastest plane ever and in doing so he breaks through the time barrier. When he lands the entire world is frozen in the moment he broke the barrier. He travels around seeing people in all these circumstances for example about to be hit by a bus, he has to choose what to do about it all. Slipping around between the plates of need and desperation like that supersonic pilot, obviously.

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Bringing harpoons to graveyards?

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Father Sky and His Recumbent Tactics.

A glass tower offshore reflected white light through my bedroom window in the captain's cabin of my grandfather's boat, Saw of the Sea, splitting a looming wraith named Xeri (I think), whom I owed a bussel of skullflowers, in two without an effort. I bolted up and my head struck 11 o'clock reversal of dawn hour, setting off a witch brigade in which my sister strongly despised me for until I had the chance to save her life (which is a ways off from this point). That singular bus of space origin that resembled a tortoise with spikes protruding from its shell levitated downwards adjacent to the seavessel and landed on a group of jellyfish, that screamed like young, stillborn mandrakes and made my ears ring like church bells were inside my head. They wanted my sister (this was before the Klassening process and the temporary loss of her abilities).

A storm began to brew and the Visitors from the tortoise ship broke holes in the side of Saw of the Sea, to which a notice was posted on main mast to "Run from someone who have not seen before", which only resulted in more deaths. My lance with the cloth Loracill had swen for me of her own golden fabric tied to it seemed to fall out of a cloud; it was random and cold like new rain. The Visitors were easy enough to kill, with the spirit of the sky running through me I almost felt like I was flying the whole time. Pretty soon I was swarmed, and that's why I got stabbed. I do not remember much afterwards, except for the fact that my sister casted Dissentia on the tortoise ship and sunk it, which caused a tsunami and sucked up all the remainding Visitors.

My wound was healed by Polwe, the lead rider in Aersynth who assisted me in becomming one with the sky. He told me my cloud (who I had not yet named) saved me from drowning. I never found out what happened to my sister. Later on in Idiorave, Kytu said he had seen her tossing boulders into the air and blowing them up with a type of magenta magic he nor his brothers had ever seen before.

I am sure that was her, because she is the best witch I have ever seen. I at least owe her that recognition.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Squalid Elk.

[Music: Flotation Toy Warning]


Seconal Stovepipe Puke.

Hey, sometimes the human lie detectors in rank fuck things up together. But what's all that got to do with dog-whistle affairs and such? Here's the point: we don't be ill with people. It’s very clear. In the typical style missed the point by a mile. It might have been nice if they'd sought some advice. Reprieve fiasco making unanticipated secrets seem almost comprehendable. I heard this before. Right on, Red Revelator. You understand it comes from where Pace Piquante sauce is not made? And let's see: suspend by the neck, command the house, their own cabarets were pretty weak. Efficient, Effective, Competent, as long as they think that compulsion will not become more intense, let them run around a little before lobbing in the grenades.

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I miss Windmill Island.

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Bid Me To Live (Coastal Completion).

A luminous fish plopped itself upon my concrete stoop as the sun rose from its bed of darkness. Casted from a hedious heritage, the specimen engulfed itself in outwardly jutting scales and bones, a blanket of seaweed rapped around it like a swaddling infant. The tarrot card stuck in the spokes of my back bike wheel read like something about an aquatic malfuntion simmering out of the collpase of The Mountain of Fire and the downward entrance (the only entrance) into Muspel being toppled over by a string of High Heart sword-jockeys and their black stallions with halos of ivory. This all got me thinking more than usual; the High Heart fuck-offs mainly executed vivid descriptions of wandering and sex within the confines of Aelfrice.

As my brain turned itself around to face anti-reality, Skai laughed and down showered leagues and leagues of soularrows to scrape off my identiy like limestone and rust from a leaf-swarmed gutter. By the Moonrider's rare and gleaming appearance, a giant pale squid, who was luckily furociously battling an adult sperm whale, intersected the rain of quiver projectiles. Yet another unlikely was taking place before me; there is no aquatic life in Muspel. It's all smoke, doom, gloom, crazy half-human dragons with heads as tongues and massive red sky that extends through the inside of old century canyons shaped like cannons. Snapped back to home court, a flopping luminous fish's light slowly dying out, gasoline found the extention of my body and I slathered it on the sealife associate by means of rubbber gloves. I quickly changed gloves, lit a match, and gave the fish back its light.

Monday, September 26, 2005

A Mouse in a Lava Lamp.

[Music: Wolf Parade]




Pff.

Wayward lifeforms dancing through concrete dreams, does it go hand-in-hand with the inferior musings of a weak and incompetent child? Scoring the boredom that prolongs silence is simply an automatic and head-first route into a doom filled frontwards with frozen blossoms and animals trapped in time, black and white for eternity. A light organ slowly sweeps through the background, the yawning of an elderly man wakes his wife and startles her into a heart attack which gives him one as soon as he opens his eyes and discovers the scene is teeming with death for his entire soul. But what about everything else that does not care about maintaining an image? What about the sky and the trees and the wildlife and the tiny molecules of existence that link everything together like legos? Waiting to find out takes forever; but forever is all we really have.

ImPuReAlBaTrOsS: define incompetent.
SmarterChild: Terrorism!

Yes, he did that shit. And it frightened me. But also, it made me smile.

eva 03prototype: she felt like that she couldnt give up on him
eva 03prototype: she felt like he had potentiol
eva 03prototype: and that she could bring it out
ImPuReAlBaTrOsS: Potential.
eva 03prototype: oh no
eva 03prototype: dont you feel good
eva 03prototype: correcting the kid who cant spell

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Look at Justin's Face.

Full version out in 2-3 days. Hopefully. If McKenna lets me edit at home.

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Extended Forcast.

If you've ever seen a crackhead trying to cross a busy street you'd believe that reality wins in the end. Though if I saw that I wouldn't write it down and instead try and warn the passing cars until the street had been crossed. Since willful suspension is such a big motor in our economy the wild and self-destructive are now just a little pussycat one can ride. This I believe. Calculated loss of millions from induction jolts and stuff won't slow it down; a simple annoyance. Yet, the most important distinction is that I invest real hope in growth. Before I can do that I must challenge to change, must decide. Tonight I have to say: for 12 years I slept pretty well and they had it theys' way, your chance--and it didn't work.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

No Winters, The Way Is Not Paved.

[Music: Broadcast]


A Paper Sparrow For Your Inner-Child.

The upstate regions glance starboard undercover, a lion becomes dandy and her snakes recover ghosts and flowers from the sonic library. They destroy it, no less of what constitutes an opt microcosm of Ikea stores and clockshift heathens that trees cry over within a gust of a spaceshuttle fuel blast. One cannot believe in themselves without the affectations of former models like angels slice satanspawn mouths and feed the ill will conclave, premptively, atop the perch of the ark of the sky. To solve the problem, you cannot become "X", you must make everyone else the subordinate variable and then account for excess reactions forcing themselves from Jerusalem. A kitten initiates altercations with dragons, through preset visions the towns freeze themselves to avoid flames, and queens and kings have a plethora of new pets for the fuel range. Rotations stand still for a war, one-hundred and eighty point five seven nine equals the square root of nothing minus itself added to everything. A man still is a man even if Native American rusted knives and hatchets meet the air inside his brain. Reservations do not contain their own arrangements for victory. White ribbons will always, always grace the stingers of scorpions. For the insect kingdom is sung backwards, like every other phylum except humankind. We'll come out of it. When the living shake hands with the dead. Boxes of beats. Aim for the target that isn't straight in front of you. Because when you turn around, nothing that was there will be the same as it was when you were just looking at it.

Fall forever, and you'll eventually turn yourself upright.

Cough, cough.

It is a myth that Twinkies "last forever." Like the myth of tabula rasa or the myth that chivalry isn't dead this myth keeps coming back to every generation of Americans, revived, it seems, as mournful counterpoint to the enduring suspicion that "all that is is natural" and as well that all true human interaction, is in the end, illusion, due to the impenetrability of human nature. They can and will continue to deny that fear is somehow consistent with the will to survive. They will continue to assert the primacy of transformation, purge and correction so that humans may begin to know true empathy. They will continue to beat the stuffed body of a stillborn foal until it needs to be restuffed and restuffed it shall be.What a coincidence it was then to find...

http://www.twinkiesproject.com/

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Corpse Bride was...

Well.

It was like Tim Burton fell asleep on the toilet and had someone else climb inside him and force the shit out and Burton woke up a day later was like, "That's a wrap".

There was this obese woman behind us who proceeded to laugh extremely loudly at every part of the film that was not funny. I had the wildest, unhumanly (depends on how you think of us) urge to sprint up there and stab her in the throat with my car key.

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"I was stalked yesterday, LOL."

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Embedded Thermos Fire.

[Music: Echo & the Bunnymen]


Siberia is better than I expected. Ian and Will can still rock out circa Crocodiles, Porcupine, and Ocean Rain. Recommended, even to skeptics.

Went to the mall today, picked this up. My weekend is gone. Do not even try to pry me from this, because I will not leave it. You are welcome to come over and watch me play, though.

Expressing his frustration for a guitar soloist. Pre-Justice Leauge dubbing, last night was a waste. Pat Miller should stop trying to get into good collges.

Gluesticks and Golden Anvils.

I poured some coffee and went through last week's newspapers looking at obituaries. I found what I needed: a memorial service scheduled for today. From the newsprint epitaph I learned that the deceased had lead the right kind of life for my purposes.I armed the security system and changed the passcode to one-six-one-zero, Hoyt Wilhelm's lifetime strikeout total. As I walked past my gate, into the early morning street, I popped a quarter atop one of its rails. A quick look when I returned would let me know whether someone had opened the gate. In these big estates you're far away from your neighbors. People don't really watch out for each other. I didn't even know who my neighbors were.I hit the main street and got the bus at Fairlea heading north. At forty-seventh I got out and walked a few blocks crosstown until I came to the address I had found in the obituaries. In the driveway of an empty house matching the address in the death notice there was a gold Dodge Dart. In a few minutes I had the car up and running.

Now I'm off to play Burnout Revenge.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

They Sail Quietly On Ice.



Nice sunset tonight.



Doesn't that group of clouds near the bottom look like a rowboat with oars sticking out of it?

Macintosh Classic II > Nano

M: These pickles are the bomb.

T: The bomb is these pickles.

M: Oh shit.

[SKFL]

Your Own, Personal, Flaming Skyscraper.



Best picture I took today. Crazy flower/sky symmetry.

[Music: CocoRosie]
I'd wear your black eyes. Bake you apple pies.

With all the intense build-up of "Are you raw?" and other Copeland-insipred meanderings, I'm left with one non-provacative piece of draftwork as much as birds hold flags and fly straight up. Yet, the times are changing and wine continues to boil through bearclaws of subconscious and painful rountines that pry moons freely. Skipped the hop-scotch and dove line-first through sophomore sex in a bathtub filled with her jumpropes and spoiled mindmilk. Needless to whatever, her parents died at this moment.
[SKFL]

Calamitous Aggression Undermines Salvation's Enterprise.
The prize: mock dissent and suicide. If you can't tell the difference why pay less?

Porn skanks poolside, moonshine on the moon. No one knew you. Detachment just kindled worship and romance. If you can't tell the difference why pay less?

In a court-ordered self-imposed exile backed by 4 out of 5 dogs that prefer the taste of their own balls to the love of another. Mock dissent and suicide threats. If you can't tell the difference why pay less?
[HHX]

And the last thing was actually the first, only shifted lightly because the skin was burnt and dark. Getting to the top, rough, makes one want to wear sunglasses or welder's glasses or something. Setr was there, and that one man whose name is impossible to pronounce and even stranger to spell like it was originally written before he changed it. He saw me squinting and wanting to jump into the golden water, and I knew it from the first hundred steps. I kept going and so did time. It wasn't the end, and it would not be until I was far, far older. Hannah racecar, dad. She does it quickly and loudly, and the slightly mawkish tall-tale-telescoping compositional lens is put to similarly whimsical ends.

Other saucer pilots crave being introduced by way of a visual cartoons to assist in overcoming a mostly unfair initial appraisal of the burning based on its novelty overtones – the fine line separating a host of typecast character actors from a carnival gathering of the magically real, so separated it from me, but they continued eating cake.

What death at sea establishes here is a landscape of fairytale pastiches only to subvert and surprise down the road(!). What is remarkable is the way that they have made a mountain that can remain deeply shallow and slumbery(?) engaging, resist becoming background, even while leaving you with the nagging sense that it was about nothing but the act of wildlife reference itself. When was the last time you danced upon a work of hyper-textual fiction and actually enjoyed it?

OMFG TODAI WHUZ SON KNEE!!1

Crane was brought in this morning for the nearby school assemblance.

To the head and backwards and inside and sideways.

He has also written a book.
Electro-shock for cast-iron airstrikes; vert it, call.
Using flash in broad daylight makes the sky shine pale.
Shadowtree path.
<_<
Unrelated:


(Hind)Quarters.


Pit of fire.


Green of putting.

Q: Is the effect in one of theater or pageantry to deploy pragmatic and magnanimous billboard psychiatry?

A: Thursday.